a song lyrics for you

When You Come Back To Me Again by: Garth Brooks

There's a ship out
On the ocean
At the mercy of the sea
It's been tossed about
Lost and brokenWandering aimlessly
And God somehowYou know that ship is me
'Cause there's a lighthouse
In the harbour
Shining faithfully
Pouring its light out
Across the water
For this sinking soul to see
That someone out there
Still believes in me
On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining down
Against the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you come
Back to me again

There's a moment
We all come to
In our own time and
Our own space
Where all that we've done
We can undo
If our heart's
In the right place

On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining down
Against the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you comeBack to me again
And again I see
My yesterday's in front of me
Unfolding like a mystery
You're changing all that is
And used to be
On a prayer, in a song
I hear your voice and
It keeps me hanging on
Raining downAgainst the wind
I'm reaching out till
We reach the circle's end
When you comeBack to me again
When you comeBack to me again

my new creation! Everyone introducing Saiduck !!! 

03 nov'05 selamat hari raya

happy new yr my malay frens !

remember the matte painting for the esplanade? yay~ the results were out.. guess wat? i got a distintion !!! wooohooo.. thank God !

well FY is going pretty well for mi too.. i m putting alot of effort into this project.. never seen me so hard working be4 sia.. haha.. well u see i can be very hard working when i wan to be hahaha...

oh yes i have created a new character call the saiduck=shitduck.. err... dunno if ppl will be able to accept it.. haha.. u noe there is alot of conservative ppl out there who can't take aload of shit.. haha.. i'll post the pic on the next post..

Guardian angels

Do u believe in guardian angel? Guardian angel are angel that protects u from harm.. Tats ppl will tell u..
Guardian angel are actually angel tat God send to accompany u and to help u. They are infact like our shadows except tat they have thinking of their own, they'll act on their own , they have their own interest, in another words they are just like us. We cannot see them yet they can see us n look thru us. They noe our thinking, they noe wat we wan, wat we need and infact they noe us better then anyone or even ourselves. Sometimes they will let u feel them, they will do that without u noeing that they exsist. Sometimes they'll let u feel their feelings too, tats wat u call mood change.
Sometimes u'll feel a sudden urge to do something out of the ordinary, its actually ur angel wanting u to do it. Sometimes u got tat urge but u just brush it aside and didn do it. There be times when u regret not doing it. We all have the rite to choose, God gave us the rites to choose, so the angels are here to suggest to us, to give us the urge but to do or not to do it is up to us. Angels are always there for us, to help us, to guide us and to protect us.
Like i've said each person have their own angel. Sometimes we got a crash on another person, its actually due to the angel u have, have a liking for the other angel. They are very direct they'll noe if they like the other but whether the relationship will work out will have to depend on u urself. Tat is y sometimes we can click with one but we can't click with the other.
Angels are always gd, thats y they are call angels but when u do evil stuff like killing they can become evil as they are soke in blood. They become fallen angel and when they do there is no turning back. u'll be addicted to killing, u won't even think killing is wrong, u'll come to enjoy it even. Becoming evil is easy but going back to being good is very very hard.
Ur guardian angel is onli here to help, everything u do is up to u.

painting of esplanade

a painting i painted

An assignment i did for one of my digital module.. it took me super long for this thing.. i think i used more then 200 hrs for this painting ba.. yup its not a photo.. yes its a digital painting.. a 100% digital painting.. see the guy over at the bottom left ? tats suppose to be mi... haha.. i hope i score well for this.. was late for a week.. arghhh.. pls lec dun take away my scores... lol..

sch on fire. pic2 

sch on fire.pic1 

2nd of sept.. burning of sch..

wa something really exciting happened n the lec thought its my fault cos i m there lol.. but well its no one's fault anyways.. but its n experience.. sorry i wrote it after so long.. alot of work to do i almost forgot abt it.. lol.. anyways.. the day i nearly burnt down the sch.. yup wow..

i was doing modelling in sch tat day, i was modelling "Death".. so its a skeleton skull.. well we have to backe the thing in order to harden it.. the oven is home made with cardbox as the covering.. later my fren ask mi if i wanna bake with his model so i place my model head into the oven with my frens model.. later my lec ask us to go n collect something so we went for abt like 10 mins.. later while we are on the way back my lec recieve a phone call telling him tat our model is on fire..
i thought its just badly burnt but still i ran back with my lec slowly follow behind.. he also thought its nothing serious ba.. then when i reached i saw alot of smoke n water is gushing out.. the splankle is on.. i wanted to go in and tell the ppl tat there is a fire or try to put out the fire.. but the smoke too heavy.. when later the fire got put out we were brought for Questioning n statments..
in the end we have to pay for nothing n the case is now close.. wa thank God tat we dun have to pay for the dmg.. lol..

13th april wed

heh.... ermmm.. i m back from hell~ heh... pls dun look so surprised n all. well i m really really really busy and tired from all the assignments and i still am now.. sheesh all the shit is really killing mi i feel so worn out.. been working from 9am to 9pm all the way in sch.. be4 this its even worst,i've been working non stop for my animation..

aww.. i m really sorry to start complaining like this, since i just came back to writing this haha... anyways today is pretty tiring haiz, i really feel like slping now.. dun feel like carrying on with work at hm haha..

i had an idea for an animation today, well not really today hmm anyways tats not impt.. i think i better tell u abt the animation idea be4 i 4get..

i wan to animate a character based on an eagle man with a red indian look to it sitting in a pub, those wooden ones with an old look to it and those ppl ard him are animal ppl to well its kinda like an animal kingdoom, well the eagle job is a hunter well those tat hunts monsters.. yup u guess it.. its a fantasy type of story but a very short one. while he is sitting n drinking suddenly some guy just swing open the door and shouts :"Hanz! quick outside! the thief is getting away!" so he rushed out to see a dragon flying off.. he opens his wings n give a chase after the dragon..

well i guess i can do pretty much animation wif just those stuff... i just hope i'll do this instead of just typing it down..

wish mi luck k? ~_o

oh ya for today rating i give a 6/10